Alone

This is really hard for me to admit. I feel alone right now. Not just phsically alone, I have family around. I feel spiritually alone. I feel like God has turned his back on me. Let me explain; as you may or may not know, the last three years I have been fighting a battle for my health and indeed sometimes even my life. I have spent 7 months out of the last three years on life support.

What I don't understand is if God cared about me why would he allow this to happen and why does it feel like I'm on my own? This is going to be an open thread. If anyone has any answers I would appreciate it.